From person A to person B #1

If you find this, don’t reply to it. (vent)

If you really want to listen to my problems, then why can’t you talk half the time? To me, talking is having a conversation, not exchanging Hi and faces. I’m not really being picky.. I like to talk to you, but I hate being cut off so much because you have to do something. It makes me not want to talk to you so you know what that feels like. If you were super upset and crying and wanted to talk to me and I ignored you, that’s what it feels like. Daily. And it hurts. I’m pouring things on to you and I feel like they’re being deflected and I’m not getting anything back. That’s not 50/50, and it makes me want to yell and throw things. I am tired of being mildly upset because of something else and then becoming very upset because I can’t talk to you again.

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